You were expecting something else?
October 2010
"The need for something more than yourself ultimately diminishes the need for yourself"
"This world is filled with things that will never make sense. Trying to make so much sense of them will only result in one thing. Spending the rest of your life trying to remember what you were like before any of it mattered."
Well then I guess you caught me lying to myself
I know I said I'll share the rest of my days, but I was only going through a phase
We will still need a song, to carry our hearts away
If only I had an enemy bigger than my apathy I could have won
And this is war, and I'm gonna wipe that smile off your face
I'm not gonna stay and watch you circle the drain
You gave me life, now show me how to live
While they sleep we rule the streets
I did a sick, sick thing to my love. My lack of loyalty, it swallowed her up
He's in the gutter waving his hand, "I'm just fine"
"If you’re walking with someone, holding hands, and they trip a little, you tighten your grip to prevent them from falling. If you would let go of someone’s hand and just let them fall, you shouldn’t have agreed to hold their hand in the first place. So if someone you love starts to trip a little in life, you need to tighten your grip, your friendship, your relationship with them, to help prevent them from falling. If you didn’t want the responsibility of having to take extra-good care of someone when they are going through a hard time, you shouldn’t have agreed to love them in the first place. But please only let yourself love the right type of stand-up, honorable, kind people, that would do the same right back for you in an instance."
Why do you get all the love in the world?
I know this hurts, it was meant to. Your secret's out and the best part is it isn't even a good one
I grew it in the shade
when the sun couldn’t shine
and at times I don’t know why
the tears come to my eyes
and what if I go blind
as they flow out of my mind
it worries me
it worries me
that there’s someone on my mind
who I don’t see
I close my eyes to disappear
into the fields of stars between my ears
the dark
as they overlap
we follow one another
as we fade to black
it’s only me
and the sound of my heart it startled me
as I drifted
from the dark room
face lifted from the paper moon
reflected in the orbit bath
he manages to say before he starts to laugh
you can’t always trust
the darkness and the dust
but me, I’m just a man
it’s more than I can understand
it’s only me
"Carrying baggage from past relationships is never an excuse for poor, unkind, or jealous behavior in your current one."