Things just feel like they’re in a constant state of escalation. Just the feelings. I just keep thinking that it can’t get more than this and then it does, somehow.
And the one thing I keep thinking of is how you always say that sometimes you think it’d be better for me to leave, but you never ask because you know you’d just want me to come right back. And today, it keeps popping into my head how you just sighed and seemed to deflate.
I just feel like this is the first time I’ve been that to someone and I don’t know what to say.